Could This Be The Reason For Your Frustration ?

Frustrated ?

Money seems to be at the route of many peoples problems today … or should I say ..

Lack of it …

I know how that goes … I grew up in a home that went from feast to famine right along side with each payday … and it always was so frustrating to watch people I knew who grew up in more stable homes who seemed to just always have their “sh*t” together when it came to money … I felt like I was cursed.

As mush as I wanted to put my past in the past and move on … it was like it followed me around like a pesky shadow tormenting me with every decision I would make … infecting all my choices.

It was as if when I had it … I felt sooo good and finally in control of my life when I spent it … but when I did not have it … my life kicked into high anxiety mode.

That was my vicious cycle for too many years … ugh just thinking of it makes my stomach feel icky.

No matter how I tried to change my thoughts … they just stuck around in my brain or subconscious as if to mock me like a monster saying with a sly grin …

“You will never be rid of me … lol “

It really is not a funny situation I know … but the image of that seems hilarious …

Anyhow … I even know I felt extreme jealousy when I heard about successful people who were raised in great loving families and to me if made so much sense why it seems easy for them.  They have people who support them and guide them …

I ended up with a dysfunctional home … my mother who drank to much and had been consumed with her demons … who then left when I was 12.  My dad who was always busy dealing with her drama … well no time to be supportive etc when all you can do is just get through each day in survive mode.

So … how did I finally get rid of this crazy self sabotage programming ?

 

 

Well many things I tried … meditation … watching tons of Abraham Hicks videos about LOA … watched The Secret more times than I can remember … trying to think positive etc but it sort of did not work for me …

Most likely I was not doing it correctly but once I heard this style of way of looking at my money mindset ..

What a refreshing new way to look at life when it comes to money …

If you are tired if living the way you are with your mindset steering you in a direction you are not happy with … check out this audio and it just might steer you in the right direction once and for all … Click here to get the Money Mindset Video sent to you

Peace …

xoxo

Tamalee

PS… If you know anyone else who would get something out of this personal letter … please feel free to share if you are called to …

 

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